Dont wanna think about it, dont wanna talk about it, I'm just so sick about it. - Justin Tim.

Since some days back, I realised I lost my appetite for food.
This could just be another phase before I crave for all food again.
While I don't not eat altogether, I realised I am just not hungry. NOT hungry at all. I can eat very little to substain the day without feeling any growlings of the stomach.
Sometimes water will do.

Maybe I am detoxing. Flushing all the toxics off my body.
Toxics in my body,toxics in my blood, toxics in my heart, toxics in my brain.
If only some memories can be flushed away.

I am sorry.
I don't mean to pull my face.
I don't know why you are the only one that I do not want to pretend infront of.
Maybe you would prefer if I could pretend too, to be happy, to joke around, to smile infront of others.

This new year, I am not interested in entertaining. I am not interested in the red packets. I am not interested in the food. I am not interested in the faces I see.
I am only interested to find up one thing.
I am only interested to find up one thing.

I am JUST interested to know.

"What lies ahead...infront of you & me. Or maybe...me alone."